A Daddy's love!
Lord I thank you for your love and care, you are so amazing and you always know exactly what I need and it always comes at the right time, in the right moment. Isn't that so cool how God just knows everything that there is to know about you and me. I love Him so much and I appreciate Him more and more everyday! With me going through a real change in my personal life and dealing with some very real and difficult issues, God is showing his face to me more and more. He is always on my mind...well my thoughts are always on how I am going to deal with my issues and God is just always there saying let me help you. I want to take your burdens, I want to carry them for you, will you let me?. And He's saying to me "My yoke is yoke is easy and my burden is light" Wow where dose that love come from, that He would be willing to take my garbage and give me His perfect will for my life. God has been awing... I am not sure if that is a word but anyways... He has been continually awing me in just showing me that he has been waiting for me to come to him for a long time. And as afraid as I am about getting closer and being intimate because of my hurt ... on a daily basis I am finding myself closer and more intimate and I am loving every minute of it and all it took was me being will and daring to take a step. And God is blowing all of my expactations of how much he cares and loves me,out of the waters and replacing them with a yearning for more and more of Him in my life.Today was in a great mood and it lasted the whole day! I know that might sound silly but I have been having a lot of mood swings lately..... which has been annoying, But my Jesus, my Heavenly Father has been walking with me every step of the way. He is holding my hand and loving spending time with me. Me.. an insignificant human being who as sinned so many times, and you know what He does? He looks at me with such a proud smile on His face as to say she is mine and I wants to spend every moment that she will let me with her. Wow!
Do you guys want that...to be engulfed with his love and security 24/7? I mean I have just started to feel him this way and I can't wait to wake up in the morning and see where God takes me and what new lesson he will teach me, or what issue he will deal with me on the that day, or who he will guide me to today so that I can help them to become closer to Him. Oh I encourage you to run into his arms and receive the hug that He has for you and everything else He wants to give you. But at the same times that doesn't always mean just stopping everything and waiting. God still has given us free will we need to keep stepping and even though the light only goes so fare in front of you, you will have to have faith that he is going to guide you the rest of the way and know that He is lighting your path. Keep stepping in faith and loving on God ... it is so worth it!
2 Comments:
Ya I definitely want that!
one major thing stuck out to me. You called him your Heavenly Father - thats awesome! I'm so glad you're finding the love that has been waiting for you.
You're amazing LA. Keep going, can't you feel it, how wonderful it is? The amazing ride each blessed day is. How AWESOME our God is.
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