Look A Bird!

In frustration came peace!

I just got home from the worst book table ever! I can't believe that I had to spend from 1:30pm on Friday until 12:30am on Sunday (when I arrived home) at this book table that had like no customers at all. Plus to top it all off I was in charge of the book table...ahhhh ... I don;t know what you do. I have always just done the brunt work and put things where I was told and showed and left when I was told. And they decided to me an amateur in charge.. so to say the least I was just a tad stressed for the weekend. It was soo long and tiring, ahh and I am so wound up from being frustrated and tearing down the whole thing in 45 min. Which has to be like a record time because Julie the girl that was working with and I basically ran the whole time to get everything done.

I am so frustrated with work right now, it seems because they see potential, responsibility, and leadership in me I get to do all the fun stressful jobs with out the pay....Wee luck me. I guess I am just plane stressed with life right now, there are so many things on my plate I don't know where to start first. I just find is a little confusing when everything or at least a lot of things seem to snowball all at once. I don't understand why it happen, but I know that God has things under control.

That is something that lately has been going better, reading my Bible more I'm in Acts right now .... it is a super cool book if you haven't read it I would suggest it. Just to see the boldness, loyalty and love that Peter, John, and Steven had for Christ and where showing by preaching to anyone and everyone. They just didn't care what people said they just knew one thing for sure and that is Jesus came to save the nations and so they took it upon themselves to share the gospel no matter the out cost..for some even death. That really awed me because I wonder what would it like if the church these days had that much faith and passion to see people saved no matter who you are it would be life changing. To see in one sitting 5000 men ...not including women or children come to know Christ because someone was bold enough to stand up and say something to them when they just thought that they were drunk. OH that is so important and the church, I am missing that and I want to have that I want people to know my loving savior who has given absolutely everything He had for us ...people who were worth nothing. Wow that should show and tell you something.

There is always something to be learned in reading the Word, talking with God, journaling....which I also did today and I did a 9 page entry.... having time to just hangout with God. I know I have missed out on that a lot lately and at times avoided it for reason I won't go into right now. But it is so important that we do it so important. God is waiting for you, He is knocking at the door of your heart he wants to spend every minute with you that you will let. I choice to let him in today ... oh it is was sooo worth it. What will you do? He is waiting for you too! Something to keep you thinking.

posted by LA @ 1:20 AM