This is going to hurt...
It is amazing that when you actually take the time to look at yourself .... really look at how you act and deal with difficult situations, it can really surprise you. Over the past week God has been showing me a lot of my flaws and things that I need to work on. And I know that God is doing this for a reason 1.)because God is not a basher of personalities .... He created us for goodness sake.... 2.) because I really feel that God is moving me into a season where He wants to do some remodeling and show me how He sees me and all the potential that I have, and the people that I will one day be able to minister too. But to get there I am going to have to go through a lot of hurt, pain, bitterness, anger, and a lack of trust . I know that the next couple of months (or longer) are going to take a lot out of me and are not going to be fun or easy, but I am so willing to go there, I want the healing. I know that is in the end it is going to be so worth every bit of energy I put into it (even if I don't see how right now)God first of all I really want to praise you for showing me my flaws, so that I do have some big things to work on and so I can work through them and get freedom with your help. Thank you for loving me so much to even care enough about me to go through this with me. That just blows me away at the thought that you care enough to be with me every step. Lord I ask that through the next couple of months that you would bring everything up that needs to be delt with. God I want to know what it is like to have a father and not be worried about you abandoning me, rejecting me, hurting me , or just not caring. Lord you know that I haven't had a real Father figure to learn from, but your word say "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!" So I claim that right now and say I will be successful in learning to love and follow you with all my heart and to truly... from the depths of my soul trust you and lean on you for anything! Amen
posted by LA @ 4:37 PM
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Yahweh, Father, Healer, My King and God, I thank you for loving your creation so much, even to death. Hear from Heaven, oh God, hear the tears, and the laughter. Hear as we face our fears, and stand, rooted in your Love. Can we face the storm? With your shelter, we will stand, we will claim victory through your Name. We humble ourselves and ask for your forgiveness, your healing. We, your people, as numerous as the stars in the sky, we leave this land of captivity, and embrace your Strength, your Love and your Power. Heal our broken hearts, our broken lives, and bring us together in your Name for the purpose you had intended. We have left your path, and we look to you to rejoice as the prodical returns. Embrace your daughter, romance her, teach her what Love is, love her as a Father, and as a God. Fill your servants, her friends, with your Spirit that we may be a support and your Strength in physical form. We take captive the armies of Evil that stand in our way. We defeat Evil through your death. No longer will we be slaves to ourselves, to Satan's call. We rejoice in your light, and the beauty of your Holiness. With hope and expectation, Faith and Love, we claim your promise and will see your work be completed. Thank you precious Father, Lord & Saviour. Thank you more than my heart knows how. Amen.
Thanks for having the guts to share LA.
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