*Friends*
Friends are a gift from God! Friends are people that are trustworth, faithful, loyal, caring, fun, and loving. The list could go on and on of what a true friend is, and sometimes it can be so easy to forget just how improtant and needed they are. Sometimes life gets so busy, challenging and just plain frustarating that you are focusling on you and your life so much that you forget to consider others.I know that latly I have been distant from my group of friends. I have been slowly pulling away ....and the funny thing I am not sure why?!? I started thinking about and I was really seraching my heart as to why would I be pulling away from my freinds that care so much about me and I them? One thing that I thought might be part of it is that I have been going through a lot of very personal challenges that God has been working with me on. Through the challenges and the issues I have come out with more confidence in myself and who God created me to be. When I talked with my biological father alot of things came out of that meeting and up to 2 or 3 weeks later I am still learning. I'm Changing..and change can sometimes be a scary thing and other times intreging. Maybe I am not sure how I will fit in thr group now that I am feeling different about who I am and my new found confidence. (which has been a challenge in itself for me to learn how to use) the questions that come to mind are: Will everyone except me the same? Will they like the new me? But when I stop and think about it, it sounds silly beacuse I know my friends and I know that they would rejoice with my in my new changes..werid how sometimes your mind can place funny tricks on you.
Another reason could be because I am getting tired from life and the challenges, that sometimes hanging out with friends can be a bit draining...and please don't take this personally... I am not saying this to be mean .... I am not trying to say how I have been acting is fare becuase isn't. I love you all and appresiate you all more then you know. I just felt that I need to let you know what has been going on in my head. I would like to appologize to all my friends for becoming distant with all of you guy. That was no fare of me and I am truly sorry for that, please know that I am going to be working on not being so distant.
You are all a gift from God to me and I need to start to me more postive in my thinking in almost every area in my life! Again I am really sorry!!
posted by LA @ 1:32 PM
3 Comments:
LA you have been incredibly there for me lately and you've gotten really good at noticing when I'm quiet and need to talk. Thank you for being my friend.
No need to be sorry! I'm excited for the changes in your life. :) (eventhough they can be challenging) Good to know you're doing well, learning lots. I'm here when you need someone to talk and when you need space...that's cool too. I do the same thing, we all do. :) I heart you! ~niki~
what's your mom doing?! *ooh*
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