It hurts...!
Life right now is a bundle of STRESS! Not fun to deal with, I have long, sleepless, and fitful nights. I get through my day only by God grace and going to work from monday to friday has been good. I love having my weekends off though they go way to sticken fast.I offen ask myself why do we fight God. We never win, and it just hurts in the meat time and it puts us a little behind beacuse we get so worn down. It really makes no sense but why do we do it then? WHY? That is probably one of those questions that I struggle with sometimes. Why can't we leave it in Gods hands and go with it?
It's also amazing how when we are going through a ruff period how we get so negative and we only focus on the things that make us hurt more or more depressed. We are messed up, no wonder God had to send someone to guides us. And it's not something new, you can see it all through the Bible where leaders were even falling into this. How come? Did anyone find a salution?
I was talking to a good friend that other day and he reminded me to look at the positive side of things.And even when we think there is nothing that can possible be good we need to learn to count our blessings. And when you start looking you find out that you have more to be thankful for then you think.
I have food to eat everyday, a house to live in, a famliy that loves me, friends that care about me, I am able to work in a free contry and love God openly, I have a car to get me around, I have a job that pays my bills, I have clothes to keep me warm, God loves me no matter what. Sometimes all we need is to be reminded not focus on things of the world but focus on the One who created it and us, and what he has blessed us with.
Life right now is not fun, not enjoyable and I am not always happy, but I live knowing that GOd is my Father and he loves me more then I can ever know. He has me in HIS hand and He is guiding me to where I will be the best blessing that I can be, where I will work the best, where I will be happy and ful of joy. How can I top that? I can't so why do I continually seem to try?
God thank you that even when I am being stupidly stuborne, or I am scared to take a step, or I am looking at in with the wrong set of eyes, that you are patient with me. You love me and hold be tighter and just wait. God I don't want to think of what I would be with out you. Please help me to give my life back to you, help me trust that you have things undercontrol, and that you know best!
God I surrender to you my life, and what you have in the future for me.
posted by LA @ 2:25 PM
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